Dear Mama…eight more days

It’s getting close to your birthday and already I am starting to feel the sting of the pain of you not being here.  It has been almost 25 years since you have been gone and although time heals wounds it is kind of hard when justice was never served.  The people who took you away from me and our family are still out there wandering and living their lives as if nothing happened while the rest of us deal with the hurt they left behind.  Why is it that some get away with murder and some don’t?  Why is it that some of us get our punishment for the meanial things we have done wrong but those who take a life get to roam the streets and live free from repercussion?  Mama that is one thing I will never understand but one thing that I will die trying to accomplish.  One day those that hurt you will pay for what they have done and there will be no mercy shown.  Just like you were given no mercy.

WHO KNOW WHO YOU ARE:

NO LOVE LOST….NO LOVE FOUND….BEEN TO HELL AND BACK DEALING WITH HER LOSS…F*(K YOU FOR TAKING HER FROM MY WORLD….ONE DAY YOU WILL FACE YOUR DEMONS….ONE DAY YOU WILL SLAM INTO THE MIRROR THAT YOU STARE IN EVERYDAY….WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND AND YOU WILL FIND OUT EXACTLY WHAT THAT MEANS….REVENGE IS BITTERSWEET AND THAT IS ONE THING YOU NEVER FORGET…..

Updated 8-12-2011

Its hard when you go your whole life in darkness and uncertainty because the person(s) who took the life of the mother you never knew still roam this earth free as they want to be.  No justice served for their misdeeds.  Then 26 years later you find out who had a hand in the haneous act and it hits so close to home that you begin to wonder what you can do to bring justice after close to three decades….

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